Patience is a virtue

"Patience is a virtue."

That's one trait I would love to learn but as the saying goes you can't teach an old dog new trick. I will definitely win as the most impatient person in the world. I easily lose my temper and when that happens, I don't even want to be near myself.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

I've heard the comment "ang liit-liit pero kung magalit akala mo kaya magpatumba ng napakalaking tao" or something along those lines not only from my friends but from my family as well. To be honest, I hate myself when I'm mad. It's like I'm being possessed by an evil spirit. One thing, I curse a lot --- my dad would probably slap me in the face once he hears me utter those words. I also tend to break or destroy things. And when I'm really, really angry and I'm trying to control my emotions, I always end up crying.

And I hate that.

I hate myself.

I hate myself coz I hate a lot of people right now.

Hope this day ends NOW...